My life is 10 x louder, bigger & brighter whilst feasting - pain & pleasure are amplified also. I found yesterday it can verge slightly on narcissism, because I’m SO in my body feeling, BEing & aware; downloading way more information than usual, experiencing more more more clarity, insight, awareness, energy; & wanting to shake & dance & celebrate - “
Yay! This is how good it can be? I waited 38 years to give myself this amazing gift? The best thing I’ve ever done for myself“. I’m so grateful for every penny spent on healing/self-help that freed me up enough to be right here where I am today! (though nothing has yet fixed the potty mouth). My boobs have totally disappeared - which in some ways makes life simpler, but it’s made me appreciate for the first time really, why women would put themselves through augmentation. Yesterday I found myself thinking ‘
If I fasted in preparation, then hit the chlorphyll big time, then I’d recover really quickly..‘ Interesting.
I had this theory when I was at art college, that bodies were either forged from mis-matched pieces, or cast from molten metal - usually the models & athletes. I was surely the former - Tin Man (W of O) crossed with Raggedy Ann. But now that I’m shrinking, I’m looking at this cunning chemical-factory water-rich vehicle I live in & thinking ‘Wow, you were in there all this time - molten after all..‘ So I apologize if I’m a little self-obsessed about crossing over to the Silver Surfer side (ok, I’m getting ahead of myself - off to yoga I skip)..



The biggest nuggest from this week has been remembering that until 2 yrs old I had known who I was, why I was here & that we are all Brilliant Diamonds. That knowledge had been blacked out from my experience of being me. I had another Sacred Santemony Ceremony with Andreas Moritz - perfectly timed right after the night of sleepless anxiety. He told me about a soul contract I had made & to trust that I knew what I was doing when I signed it. Comes back to Trust again & again, right? My greatest teachers right now are the ones showing me who I AM. It’s priceless - thank you all for riding the process with me ✘✗