i dont even know where to start. this is day 18 for me and mostly ive been loving it, but the past few days have been so, so hard. ive wanted to eat so much but not in a healthy way. i am starting to come straight with myself that i have been suffering with a binge eating disorder for a few years now, and as ashamed as i feel, i need to be able to admit it; ive been hiding it for so long. i knew that if i broke my feast it wouldnt be healthy, that id eat too much. but thats what ive done anyways…
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